empty.

ya..

that's what i felt when u left me..

it took me years to recover. Facing problems, enjoying happiness without you is not something easy to do. Because we were so 'kembar-siam'-kinda best friend. 

But hey..i learn to accept new friends..went through few 'life-drama'. *fuhh mine would be under the horror-action-thriller kinda drama kot..ehhhe*, and make myself happy for the sake of my family. 

But no matter what i do..there's never a day that i went through without thinking of you. Never.

There still emptiness in myself even though i enjoy the day like crazy. I still "how i wish u are here now.." every single time i laugh, i cry, i do stupid things, i bully people, and when i'm in trouble.(yg ni memang sangat2 lah. kau kan partner-in-crime aku. ;p)

Dari umur aku 10 sampai 18, kau lah manusia selain keluarga aku yang selalu haunting aku siang malam. Sepanjang tempoh tu..boleh kira berapa hari only kita tak jumpa. Kan? Tapi sekarang tak boleh jumpa langsung. 

"Walaupun dulu kau selalu bully aku..reject aku...tumbuk aku..(;p)...

Aku selalu rindu kat kaulah AD. Rindu gila. Rindu sangat-sangat."

:')