betul.

u were right. u were damn right.

no one can bear me. 

seriously. no one..

even though we always fight like killing each other..u never been ignorant towards me.

you will talk to me no matter how you hate me that time.

If u xsuka anything, you tell me directly. You never keep it by yourself.

These few days, i have realize, how lucky i am to have you.

I mean i had you.

Kau marah-marah aku pun, tak pernah kau tak bercakap dengan aku. Kalau kita silent war pun pasal aku yang xmau bercakap. Kau sorang je macam tu. 

And i guess, kau sorang jugak yang tahan perangai aku. Honest to say, belum ada yang faham aku like you use to, and it make things hard for me. Sebab aku dah biasa kau faham aku macam tu, aku nak orang lain pun faham aku macam kau. Aku nak orang lain pun react macam kau. Demand gila aku.

I sound selfish kan? No wonder tak ramai yang tahan lama dengan aku. Like dulu i thought i got best friends time sekolah, but rupa-rupanya diorang best friends yang talk bad about me behind my back. Endingnya, kau soranglah kawan aku. 24/7 kita buat kerja gila. hahaha.

Beb, really need your advice. Dah lama xdengar kau lecture. :(

empty.

ya..

that's what i felt when u left me..

it took me years to recover. Facing problems, enjoying happiness without you is not something easy to do. Because we were so 'kembar-siam'-kinda best friend. 

But hey..i learn to accept new friends..went through few 'life-drama'. *fuhh mine would be under the horror-action-thriller kinda drama kot..ehhhe*, and make myself happy for the sake of my family. 

But no matter what i do..there's never a day that i went through without thinking of you. Never.

There still emptiness in myself even though i enjoy the day like crazy. I still "how i wish u are here now.." every single time i laugh, i cry, i do stupid things, i bully people, and when i'm in trouble.(yg ni memang sangat2 lah. kau kan partner-in-crime aku. ;p)

Dari umur aku 10 sampai 18, kau lah manusia selain keluarga aku yang selalu haunting aku siang malam. Sepanjang tempoh tu..boleh kira berapa hari only kita tak jumpa. Kan? Tapi sekarang tak boleh jumpa langsung. 

"Walaupun dulu kau selalu bully aku..reject aku...tumbuk aku..(;p)...

Aku selalu rindu kat kaulah AD. Rindu gila. Rindu sangat-sangat."

:')

real song for you

hahahaa~

 AD!!!

i was strumming the strings then u now what? i came up with a melody!

i made my first song!

hehehe..

but still need to work on it a lil bit more. i'm so thrilled to finish it!

ahahaha..

and u are my inspiration.

i guess u know what the title would be..kan?

ngehehh! i have it in mind now. but not telling anybody. ;p!

song for you.

each time dengar lagu ni...ingat kat kau. :)

Miss you AD. :')

wouldn't it be nice if u're here..

i miss you.

AD.. i really wanna show u tht i can play guitar now. :'(

aku tau ni mengarut. tapi aku selalu berharap dapat jumpa kau sekali lagi. 

tau ni impossible.

ni cuma angan2 bodoh and ridiculous aku je.

Btw,jiran kau tu, jaga aku baik. :)

Sometimes he reminds me of you. A LOT.

In so many ways la..esp when he's bullying. :P

Eh2...lagi best aku ada Adam baru. Hafidh Adam. and Hafidh Azzam. 

Seeing Mams n Paps happy sekarang ni..aku lega lah. Seriously aku tak faham kenapa kakak macam tu. Kakak buat bodoh je even mama ajak balik tengok papa. Papa sakit haritu kakak tak datang tengok pun. Since adik2 kau born pun kakak tak pernah datang jumpa them. Kenapa eh??

Kesian lah.. papa sedih kakak buat macam tu. Kakak mcm xsayang mams n paps je. Haritu Mams bilang aku ni sorang anak perempuan dia ada..kesian kan dengar macam tu. Mesti mama rindu Kakak and Daniel tu. I wish kakak balik la soon, Papa makin sedih je. Haha funny thing is, now our mom rajin gossiping. Mama la tu tak tahan sangat mulut nak kutuk aku je..ahahaha. Ehpp..pasal aku dengan jiran kau tu. Kita secret2 eh. ;p!!

AD aku sekarang kan..macam malas gila nak study..ehhhehh. ;p!

heyy.

AD!!!!

rindu kat kau!!!

Replacement.

Takde if itu yang kau pernah fikir.

No one ever or would replace you. 

Aku tak nak siape-siape pun replace kau.

Cume sekarang, best buddy kau yang pernah kau halau sebab aku ade kat umah tu yang mengade-ngade dengan aku sekarang. Die became sangat prihatin after Azzam. :)

He helped me a lot thru problems and etc.

marah die. haha. Mentang-mentang kau takde, die berani-berani dekat dengan aku. ;p

Al- Fatihah